fighting the good fight

117.8

2007-07-27T13:41:50Z

Current Weight: 117.8

I feel pretty discouraged today. Although I have lost a couple pounds, I am losing weight so slowly. I dont know if its because I was on my period, but I am getting to the point where a couple pounds just isn't enough anymore. I want to lose MORE and MORE weight. I wont be satisfied until I reach my goal weight!

Today I Ate
2 cups coffee [10 cals]
1/3 can Yoohoo [60 cals]

Total Calories: 70

120.8

2007-07-24T13:07:40Z

Current Weight: 120.8

I'm bloated due to being on my period. I've gained water weight.. dammit.

Today I Ate:
2 cups coffee [10 cals]
Speical K Bar [90 cals]
McDonalds salad [220 cals]
Small peice Crunch Bar [40 cals]

Total Calories: 360

120.6

2007-07-12T11:44:13Z

Current Weight: 120.6

Okay, I'm good again. I lost the weight that I had recently regained, so YAY! I went to Wet n Wild last night with some of my friends and had a BLAST! But JEEZ, I felt sooo uncomfortable and FAT in my bathing suit. I hate having super skinny friends..

Today I Ate:
3 tbsp Egg Beaters egg whites [25 cals]
1 Boca sausage patty [60 cals]
1 piece wholewheat bread [40 cals]
2 cups Coffee [10 cals]

Total: 135 calories

121.8

2007-06-28T11:09:44Z

Current Weight: 121.8

I love getting thinner. It's so great! And I love not eating. Does that make me crazy? Cause I think that I am sometimes.. I mean, who starves themselves to get thin? Well, I DO. And I am addicted to it and I couldnt live without it. Sorry, I'm just rambling on. On a brighter note; I bought my house yesterday! I am so excited to move in this weekend! Woohoo!

Today I Ate:
3 cups Coffee [15 cals]
Light N Fit Yogurt [60 cals]
1 piece sugar-free gum [2 cals]
4 mini rice cakes [28 cals]
1 packet kethcup [10 cals]

Total: 115 Calories

122.8

2007-06-27T11:01:50Z

Current Weight: 122.8

I weighed 122.8 this morning! Yay! I did good yesterday and stayed pretty strict, so I'm glad about that. I can defiantely tell that I have lost weight; my pants are loose and I have lots about 4 inches off my stomach. Today I am buying my house so I am super excited!

Today I Ate:
1 cup coffee w/1 packet sugar [16 cals]
Light n Fit yogurt [60 cals]
6" Subway Turkey Breast on wheat sub [280 cals]
Tortilla [80 cals]
3 tbsp Egg whites [25 cals]
1 tbsp salsa [10 cals]

Total: 471 calories

123.4

2007-06-26T19:16:52Z

Current Weight: 123.4

ay I've done well. Haven't been hungry really at all. I weighed 123.4 this morning! Yay! I'm going down, slowly but surely. Slow progress is better than no progress at all!

"We'll all still skinny cause we just won't eat" -Nickelback "Rockstar"

Today I Ate:
4 cups of black coffee [20 cals]
Light n Fit Yougrt [60 cals]
1 beef bouillon cube [5 cals]
2 slices onion [12 cals]
1/4 cup creamed corn [46 cals]

Total: 143 calories

123.8

2007-06-25T12:23:05Z

Current Weight: 123.8

I did very good yesterday; all I ate was soup and I just ignored my hunger pains all day! Today I am at work, so I made a pot of coffee for me to get through the day without any snack cravings! I LOVE BLACK COFFEE!! For dinner, I resisted all the fatty foods when I went out to eat at on of my favorite restaraunts with my fiance. Instead of my usual chicken wings and fries, I got a grilled chicken sandwhich on toasted wheat bread with nothing on it. It was REALLY good!

Today I Ate:
Light n Fit Yogurt [60 cals]
Coffee [5 cals]
1 piece of grilled chicken [200 cals]
Grilled Chicken Sandwhich, plain [300 cals]
Water w/lemon [0 cals]

Total: 565 calories

124.2

2007-06-24T16:54:14Z

Current Weight: 124.2

Freakin ay, I weigh 124.2! Crap. The weekend at the beach totally screwed me over. I am soooo stupid! I ate and ate like a fat pig!

Today I Ate:
Coffee [5 cals]
Water
Healthy Choice Chicken Noodle Soup [200 cals]

Total Calories: 205

125.0

2007-06-21T13:03:33Z

Current Weight: 125.0

Ive seriously reached my breaking point. I am so fucking TIRED of being fat. I excersized this morning for an hour, so I feel a little better.. but only for like 5 minutes. Cause then I realized.. "I'm still FAT!"
I went to try on my wedding dress with my mama and BFF.. I looked like a freakin COW in that thing. my mama took me out to lunch and I hadnt eaten yet, so I ate a quarter (1/4th) of a grilled chicken sandwhich on ciabatta bread and a couple bites of broccoli soup. Dont know how many calories I ate, but I'm guessing around 300. I didnt eat anything for the rest of the day and felt completely fine. Good stuff!!!

Today I Ate:
-Bottled water
-1/4th of a Grilled chicken sandwhich on ciabatta bread [estimated 200 cals]
-Couple bites of broccoli soup [estimated 50 cals]
-Bottled Water

Total Calories: 300

126.0

2007-06-16T18:06:21Z

Current Weight: 126.0

I feel better today, but I started off bad with too much to eat! I felt so drained though, I had to get something to eat. But I ate everything plain (no butter, no salt) and I did not eat the bread rolls, dumplings, or stuffing. I did really well I think; especially since I LOVE dumpIins. But I dont think I am going to eat the rest of the day. It's so sunny and nice outside today I am going to maybe lay out and tan!

Today I Ate:
1/2 cup lima beans [115 cals]
2 slices tomatoe [6 cals]
1 bottled waters
1/2 cup turkey [88 cals]
1 small peach [31 cals]
4 oz grapefruit juice [60 cals]

Calorie Total: 300

126.4

2007-06-15T17:44:45Z

Current Weight: 126.4

I feel like such a FAT ASS! I ate a cup of ramen noodles today! AND I had a Light n Fit yogurt [not so bad, only 60 cals] and ofcourse lots of water. But I feel FAT. What the hell was I thinking!?!?!?
Not to mention last night I got wasty-faced on Bud Light and Jager bombs.. I can't even imagine how many calories I consumed. I dont wanna think about it. I need to go puke or something.

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

Today I Ate:
1/2 package ramen noodles [190 cals]
Light n Fit yougurt [60 cals]
4 bottled waters
2 tortilla shells [180 cals]

Calorie Total: 430